I thought that August 15th would be my last day, but after I looked at the calendar, I realized that the 15th falls on a Monday (which I don't work), so I could leave that Sat. if I decided to do so. I really want to go to the photoshoot for the Square Foot Gardening though, which is supposed to be on the 16th. However if it is on the 17th, I will split sooner probably. It feels like everytime I walk in that garden that I am looking at the Tyra Banks Heidi Klums of plants. It just seems like there isn't anything positive waiting for me in Starkville. Probably just some quick binge drinking and a day to move to the wonderful apartment of my dear friend Des. I hate to say this due to its being lame, but that if I left sooner that would mean less time with Matt. Let's be honest with ourselves, I may not see him again after I leave. I think that i might try to come back to visit him before he leaves, but time is the key factor, that and mileage. He may also not be able to see me either. I would hate to end this, I mean, when do I ever like someone for more than a week?!? Never! But then again, it would suck to base ones plans on spending time with a guy. I mean, does he even think about these things. Probably not. He's probably just thinking about the Jasmines waiting to fuck him in Iraq. I would probably think like that. Another thought, why would he just want to fuck one person for the rest of his time in the USA? He could get killed! If I were him, I would probably try all of the different chicks possible and enjoy the different flavors. So far though, I think that he is pretty satisfied. Who knows. I have not met any of his friends yet. That seems kinda strange. He has met some of mine. I don;t think that he is embarrassed of me because he is big on public affection, but I don't know what to think about all of that. Maybe I am thinking too much?